its been a long time!

if anybody is reading this......I've been on a crazy adventure that i plan on posting really soon. i have to figure out the best way to share all this content that has been my life. Hi's, lows, blood sweat and a river full of tears- but work none the less. so come back and check on me soon as i take u on a ride of the last 6 months of my life as a stylist and designer.

turned upside down

lots of tings gwan! i did a casting for Oprah's "own show" contest on Saturday. i taped a portion of my EPK on Sunday. I'm packing and moving this week, yet i haven't really started. i did some basic ish on Tues with a client-unexpected and fun.....and went thru the twilight zone today. just left an a-list event with an A-list friend. looked across the room and saw that my home girls life was parallel to mine. CRAZY. I'm fried right now and I'm just getting in the house. CONFUSION.

I've got so much to do--and time is flying by. i gotta stop looking at life and a particular situation with rose color glasses--cuz shit ain't sweet, gotta start treating people accordingly. and really doing me. cant let peoples actions or lack of actions sway me from my focus. enough of that.

right side up---from now on. new beginnings and higher standards NOW. no fear

the mask

wish i could wear one of these sometimes. there are moments in this life that i have to get things done, say things- i dont wanna say and i just wanna detach myself from it. those are the times when a dope mask would come in handy. incognito fresh- get into it.

kendra spears, 10 magazine-spring 2010

find ur love

this is a good ass video! in real life.

the new tattoo

guns, roses and the cobwebs in between. the story of my life (plus a little fashion!)

this is beautiful......(le sigh)

two icons, on stage, in life, in marriage, in history...........that's so fresh.

i would wanna be forever young too, if Jay-z was my husband. for real, I'm just saying......like never get old..perky titties til the end for my dude.

"sometimes i don't wanna do anything else but love him." -brea

A career is wonderful, but you can't curl up with it on a cold night.
Marilyn Monroe

A silent Tribute....

To the first bad boy to ever steal my heart. Mr. Dennis the Menace...u were the first but not the last. And I sport this hair for you!
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They say.....

"Crying is the refuge of plain women, pretty women go shopping.
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"i decided a long time ago to never be in the business of convincing someone to love me." -bstar

one of my BF's posted this on FB and this is just what i needed like 5 years ago as well as today:

Yield to the leading of My Spirit as I reveal more productive ways of dealing with problems and stress. I will open your eyes and your heart to see and receive wisdom before you react or respond. Be quiet and stay flexible, and you will come through difficult situations with greater ease. Be strong, but stay humble, says the Lord. Your success depends on it.

“Society and public opinion can beat the wings off of angels. When God sees they can’t take it anymore, he brings them home” – Kanye west

Read more: Necole Bitchie.com: Livin' the Bitchie Life….

DIRTY DANCING

wouldn't it be nice to have some???whatever happen to dancing all close with a special somebody?

just incase u wont be getting your bump and grind on anytime soon or u cant manage to catch it on cable. here are a few of my favorite lines:

"aghhhh, i carried the watermelon"

"u were right johnny-no matter what u do-u cant win!"

"nobody puts baby in the corner"

"you're WILD!"

*RIP mr. swayze u made me a believer early on--in the beauty of a cool male dancer in a hot leather jacket.

what happened?

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“First they ignore you. Then they laugh at you. Then they fight you. Then you win.”

-ghandi

in real life...

let her BLOW your mind

isabella blow, known for her outlandish head gear, super styling and eye for up and coming fashion artist she made her mark in the fashion world. isabella died in 2007 by tragically taking her own life. im always reading up on the fashion greats and it seems to be a reoccuring theme amongst some of fashions most colorful personalities. its sad but it suggests that maybe those who hurt the most contribute the most to the happiness of others?????? just something to think about.


“You were a one off, a genius friend, your own creation in a world of copycats and I will miss you for the rest of my life.” -rupert everett

#TENDER

too bad....

they didn't work out. ive always loved this shot. the dress is dope. the suspenders are gangster and the feeling is sexy. i always thought that was what love was all about. back to the drawing board on that.

what's ur DRUG of choice.....

it could be shopping, sex, a boy, a girl or one of the other reality altering substances above. anyway they all are hard to kick once ur addicted. I've never abused (key word ABUSED) any street drugs--don't really like the idea of not being in control, but i tend to fixate on sushi, jr cricketts and particular person of the opposite sex every now and then. and when it hits me, it hits me hard. so I'm tryng my best to kick a certain habit and BAMB!, here it comes. it seems like once u get your "90 days clean coin". ur drug of choice comes out the new year, i mean the wood works to haunt/tempt you. leave me alone already, I'm trying to stay clean, damn it!
just say NO!