christian louboutin heel

where there's a will, there's a way....

so get into it!
-gareth pugh

*i would never wear all this together but the possibilities are endless-GO!

not so grey afterall

damn!

cancer horoscope 10/11/09
You are fine with the idea of talking about your feelings today, even if you're normally quite shy, but you still don't want to bring up issues that might possibly be cause for rejection. However, when you realize that your fear of abandonment could be creating a self-fulfilling prophecy, it will be easier to handle the intense emotions that are revealed at this time.



I've been feeling super emo all day. no tenderness from the crush, no foolywang from the ex, no pop up from the regret and not even a text from the not-a-chance.
being the crazy cancer that i am, I've have a few detailed conversations with myself or better yet roll playing dialogue with myself all day. hashing out all the recent miscommunication, lack of communication and "how could u do me like that?? but i ain't mad" talks over and over again in my mind and a few out loud.
last week when my mom was visiting-i realized we have a 2 day cap on the good times. anything after that is risky. long story short we got the car towed, she thought it was the end of the world and stopped talking for the rest of the evening. so i stopped talking for the rest of her trip.
i looked at the overall situation and it all boils down to my fear of rejection and even bigger my fear of abandonment. while i thought she was behaving immaturely my "look on the bright side attitude" responded to her coldness and slid behind the ol' familiar shell of protection i usually reserve for the outside world. and day by day i felt my attitude and emotional state becoming worse and worse.
such a stupid thing totally sent me on a fall down the stairs---and guess what? i spent 80% of my off days, alone-----self fulfilling the prophecy of abandonment aka ALONE.
i did accomplish quite a bit though. got started on a few more prototypes for swag attach and mosaic tiled my dining set. BANG.
as far as the crush/new boy fixation......CRICKETS, loud CRICKETS as loud as crickets can get. don't even know if i should be having feelings let alone sharing them. he might get scared.
no thx.

one of my fav songs

u may want to scroll down and shut off kool and the gang first--cuz this is a good one.

whose child is this?

hello? hi.

dear miss vera wang,

i'm making my own bstar version of this. i hope u don't mind. bye.

thinking of a master plan

understated lux

stink pink gators--my detroit players.
pharell is showing off with this croc hoodie.
i luv what it says: i even sweat in lux. BANG!
these will retail at an average of 35 grand. so i wont be having one but im sure ur local d-boy back in detroit will be rockin one as soon as possible.

how did i miss this?

louboutin made these and i missed that entire movement. wonder what i was doing/obsessing over in April????

bottle caps and studs!!!

i love this. so creative, so genius.--scott wilson

givenchy s/s 2010

don't go for second best, baby.

chrishabana & a.ok

put ur love to the test. and PAY HOMAGE!

prune--i said!

rihanna and lagerfeld-pruning for dear life. they can see right thru me---i know it.

upside down u turn me.

Charles du Bos
Love does not care to define and is never in a hurry to do so.

so basically.......

i need these items above. end of story. u already know the date for christmas.

GUYS: no need for street lights

these bring me to the yard.

blame Ralph lauren for my sudden urge for a sincere PDA if ur wearing these.
whispering: come here, omg ur boots, oops, sorry, but i luv u.

its all about the eyes

found something that made me smile via a friend on twitter! luv it!
http://www.francoise-nielly.com/

so whatchu trying to say?????

Your fascination with the finer things in life could be holding you back right now. Are you devoting too much time and money to looking good but ignoring your poor emotional and physical being? Pare down your list of necessities and skip a few indulgences today. Get back to thinking about the things that really matter. Figuring out which of the latest gadgets you want to buy is fine, but it's not going to bring you the happiness or fulfillment you seek.


-my cancer horoscope 365 days a year.....
so basically i'm too fat to wear my new treasures and seeking out new tenderness. i need to get my life together and stop worrying about foolywang and gobbledygoop. gotta make a list and stick to it. get into that! i guess they told me.

hold up! they didnt just call me a shallow gold digger-did they?????