please!!!!......

....just try to understand where i'm coming from.(and where i'm going in these boots. please!

-rick owens

dear alexis bittar,

i'm gonna need u to send me these.THANX.

www.HOOKEDONPHONIX.com

u might as well-because these knit pieces of pleasure are so special they're stupid. hard to comprehend and all that.

-sandra backlund

SNEAK PEEK or SNEAK PEAK

pre collection LANVIN, advanced fresh. dont be late!

pay attention and get familiar

Catherine Angus @ Graduate Fashion Week 2009

code 10!!!

somebody better tell me where to get these, before i come undone. i think its sooooo rude for earrings like this exist and not belong to me. waiting on an explanation as of now. still waiting.....

she's got the look!

say whatever u want about miss amber rose! i don't care. i just know this cupcake knows how to wear her shit! that's talent! it takes real fashion sense to put ur gear on effortlessly and she has mastered that game. dressed up or dressed down, she nails it every time. WINNER.

are we cuttin'? or what?

yes-rodarte.BYE.

before and after the master cleanse

BANG!

on a ghetto note.....

this is my theme song--the one i've kept to myself for a long time. now i must share- i feel in my soul that u all need some inspiration.

wowzerz!

concrete and cashmere

check out:

 http://www.facebook.com/ConcreteCashmere

for past episodes and clips

and or

www.concreteandcashmere.com

for the most recent baked bean footage.

MOM knows BEST!

"She was like, 'Go outside and find light. Go to where the sun is and just breathe.' She gets worried about me when I get into that dark place."

-evan ross

words from a great mom. sounds like advice my mom would give. gotta remember that-the next time I'm not feeling so zesty. 

bake bean footage?---pls have some!

in all of my swollen glory-i present to u my latest endeavor, concrete and cashmere. its a show similar to the real world + fashion design and style. get into it! i was one of 8, no 6 contestants competing for a small change purse and package of promise. i spent an entire month living and creating in a new environment and i have to say the experience gave me what i needed. i needed to be refueled, reassured and reimbursed for some of the gigs i never got paid for while paying dues in this game of fashion. so i decided to do the show and now id like to share it with the world. tune in to: www.concreteandcashmere.com  and see some of that (PORK AND)bake bean footage i serve----that is gonna eventually pave my way to a plentiful purse.

FYI.....the past is the past, please understand that i am sunken in cheekbones, popping major collar bone and loving it right now! everybody loves a fat girl in the movies but not in real life! bye.----forward all my mail to slimville. thanks!

MASTER CLEANSE my mind body and soul......

Lord,
walk with me and give me strength as i seek SNATCHDOM. to be cleansed is key but to be SNATCHED is essential. I'm approaching day 6 and I'm tired and weary. i hold in my hand a bottle of lemon essence and try to be content. my mind is playing tricks on me. the same tan man seems to be following me with his sweet scents of onions and halal meats. damn that gyro cart! every corner he is there asking me if i want white sauce and hot sauce. every taxi that goes by has a subway or domino's pizza add on top of it. some body's trying to sabotage my dreams of a perfect prune and stomach small enough to suck in and appear flat for this Tuesday.
i find myself asking the same questions as Job in the bible---why do i suffer so? my vision is blurry and i cant remember anything. in the midst of a daydream about tres leche cake or a corn on the cob from la esquina, i muster the strength to think about how happy im gonna be in those size 6 shorts that i rocked so effortlessly two summers ago. standing in my louboutins without that right ankle shaking and yeling at me in that 2nd hour, "can ur fat ass give me a break-got me standing on a gangster lean-whats wrong witchu?????!!!!!
hold on- i say to miss louboutin and myself. nasty cheek bones, popping collar bones and undisturbed visibility of that star tattoo on my pelvis....... is so near.
SNATCHDOM I'm yours, an eternity in slimville is all i ask.
let the children pray.AMEN

HERO

beth ditto-gives me what i need and did not know i wanted. but, i do now. thanx! she's got a clothing line coming out this fall thru Evans which is like top shop for plus size kittens. one time for the big girls! BANG!

on 3......THE BEST!

This video is halarious! so much pimpin! i love it!

BANG!

.......has been one of my fav words for the last few weeks so the title caught my eye and music moved my feet!


RYE RYE music
directed by MIA
LUVS IT, MANKES ME WANNA DANCE!

WHY?

i'm so confused and hurt by the site of pale pink, leather, capris in 2009. i was thinking maybe she told her stylist-i want to a bustier-i must wear a pale pink bustier with rhinstones and stuff. but then the stylist went and picked out pink leather and opted to get capris custom made (bebe aint even making that). im so confused and saddened by this. i think i would have just quit---as a stylist, i could not live with co-signing this outfit. i looks like an outfit tina turner or patti labelle would wear in vegas. PAIN.

just be quiet.

i can see thru all your BS with this visor. bye.
-CASANOVA