Bstar is.........
- naked girl
- i'm a fashion designer/stylist/trendsetter, a big sister, a daughter, a best friend, a self proclaimed comedian, ghetto chef, a super lover and a woman with an opinion on a few things. -never said i was a writer or spelling bee champ so get over it!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
take it back to the old school....
back in 93' when i was reppin' the "hood's finest"----i was 2 parts ghetto, 1 part TLC, 1 part curious virgin----i did not leave the house with less than 10 rings on. that's right some of my fingers served multiples! nuggets, motion rings, mickey mouse, initial rings, the boyfriend ring, the pond shop find, a Christmas gift, service merchandise lay a way piece, the oops i think that crack head dropped this running from the police ring, and i bought this for 10 dollars from ur crazy uncle at the corner store ring, was in full effect every day!
my selection is a bit more refined now but--I'm piling them on again--cuz its the right thing to do.
naked key words:
brea stinson,
fashion,
jewels. accessories
in a perfect world
love......is a losing game
damn. if this ain't my mood for right now-I'm not sure my name is my name. life is so crazy. just last month, i was singing high praises of Independence and freedom to be my own girl. this week i just long to be someones fashionable lady. love IS a loosing game when u play for keeps. the key is to find a good silent partner that just happens to be the dealer. the house always wins---but u knew that already.
fyi: i love Amy.
Friday, October 23, 2009
alexander mcqueen
rehab---no no no
dr. drew is doing another rehab show. this time- is not for alcohol or substance abuse----it focuses on the folks with real issues! lol
sex addiction!
ever find yourself in the shower head isle of bead bath and beyond a Lil too long? or envisioning the target cashier without their clothes on? or stopping ur self from asking ur taxi driver for a receipt and a slumber party???? what about harassing ur mate for sexual favors during offering time at church??
-u may need to attend an upcoming casting. look into yourself and really evaluate ur essence.
I'm gonna put myself on the waiting list.bye.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
where there's a will, there's a way....
damn!
cancer horoscope 10/11/09
You are fine with the idea of talking about your feelings today, even if you're normally quite shy, but you still don't want to bring up issues that might possibly be cause for rejection. However, when you realize that your fear of abandonment could be creating a self-fulfilling prophecy, it will be easier to handle the intense emotions that are revealed at this time.
I've been feeling super emo all day. no tenderness from the crush, no foolywang from the ex, no pop up from the regret and not even a text from the not-a-chance.
being the crazy cancer that i am, I've have a few detailed conversations with myself or better yet roll playing dialogue with myself all day. hashing out all the recent miscommunication, lack of communication and "how could u do me like that?? but i ain't mad" talks over and over again in my mind and a few out loud.
last week when my mom was visiting-i realized we have a 2 day cap on the good times. anything after that is risky. long story short we got the car towed, she thought it was the end of the world and stopped talking for the rest of the evening. so i stopped talking for the rest of her trip.
i looked at the overall situation and it all boils down to my fear of rejection and even bigger my fear of abandonment. while i thought she was behaving immaturely my "look on the bright side attitude" responded to her coldness and slid behind the ol' familiar shell of protection i usually reserve for the outside world. and day by day i felt my attitude and emotional state becoming worse and worse.
such a stupid thing totally sent me on a fall down the stairs---and guess what? i spent 80% of my off days, alone-----self fulfilling the prophecy of abandonment aka ALONE.
i did accomplish quite a bit though. got started on a few more prototypes for swag attach and mosaic tiled my dining set. BANG.
as far as the crush/new boy fixation......CRICKETS, loud CRICKETS as loud as crickets can get. don't even know if i should be having feelings let alone sharing them. he might get scared.
no thx.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
one of my fav songs
u may want to scroll down and shut off kool and the gang first--cuz this is a good one.
Friday, October 9, 2009
understated lux
how did i miss this?
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
GUYS: no need for street lights
so whatchu trying to say?????
Your fascination with the finer things in life could be holding you back right now. Are you devoting too much time and money to looking good but ignoring your poor emotional and physical being? Pare down your list of necessities and skip a few indulgences today. Get back to thinking about the things that really matter. Figuring out which of the latest gadgets you want to buy is fine, but it's not going to bring you the happiness or fulfillment you seek.
-my cancer horoscope 365 days a year.....
so basically i'm too fat to wear my new treasures and seeking out new tenderness. i need to get my life together and stop worrying about foolywang and gobbledygoop. gotta make a list and stick to it. get into that! i guess they told me.
hold up! they didnt just call me a shallow gold digger-did they?????
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