Bstar is.........

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i'm a fashion designer/stylist/trendsetter, a big sister, a daughter, a best friend, a self proclaimed comedian, ghetto chef, a super lover and a woman with an opinion on a few things. -never said i was a writer or spelling bee champ so get over it!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

made just for me

-marc jacobs, haider ackermann

i need these........


i like.......

texture and layers within a man and on a man.

Tim Van Steenbergen

spending money on J's

jill sander, jimmy choo

take it back to the old school....

back in 93' when i was reppin' the "hood's finest"----i was 2 parts ghetto, 1 part TLC, 1 part curious virgin----i did not leave the house with less than 10 rings on. that's right some of my fingers served multiples! nuggets, motion rings, mickey mouse, initial rings, the boyfriend ring, the pond shop find, a Christmas gift, service merchandise lay a way piece, the oops i think that crack head dropped this running from the police ring, and i bought this for 10 dollars from ur crazy uncle at the corner store ring, was in full effect every day!
my selection is a bit more refined now but--I'm piling them on again--cuz its the right thing to do.

motivate the thugs.


rare bstar sightings

i don't come out much but when i do---i like to show up.

in a perfect world

i could come outside like this on a random sunday. (waving...HI!!!!!!) and fake like i'm using a pay phone just to do some cool poses, like so. Freeeeeedom, las vegas!!!!


lil' bit of this and lil' bit of that yet everything i need.


to match this with my balenciaga bag. maybe i'll wear it together, maybe i wont. #don'tHate a losing game

damn. if this ain't my mood for right now-I'm not sure my name is my name. life is so crazy. just last month, i was singing high praises of Independence and freedom to be my own girl. this week i just long to be someones fashionable lady. love IS a loosing game when u play for keeps. the key is to find a good silent partner that just happens to be the dealer. the house always wins---but u knew that already.

fyi: i love Amy.

Friday, October 23, 2009

do me a favor????

.....just grab me a pair of these while ur out. size 8. thanx. appreciate it.


look who's talking!

-gareth pugh

guess what?

i like shit like this. period.

alexander mcqueen

looks like something u would have on ur cocaine, i mean coffee table in the 70's to compliment ur velvet portrait on the wall.
awesome shoes from his 2010 line---alexander mcqueen plays too many games with my emotions.

rehab---no no no

dr. drew is doing another rehab show. this time- is not for alcohol or substance abuse----it focuses on the folks with real issues! lol
sex addiction!
ever find yourself in the shower head isle of bead bath and beyond a Lil too long? or envisioning the target cashier without their clothes on? or stopping ur self from asking ur taxi driver for a receipt and a slumber party???? what about harassing ur mate for sexual favors during offering time at church??
-u may need to attend an upcoming casting. look into yourself and really evaluate ur essence.
I'm gonna put myself on the waiting list.bye.

gimme some

Sunday, October 11, 2009

christian louboutin heel

where there's a will, there's a way....

so get into it!
-gareth pugh

*i would never wear all this together but the possibilities are endless-GO!

not so grey afterall


cancer horoscope 10/11/09
You are fine with the idea of talking about your feelings today, even if you're normally quite shy, but you still don't want to bring up issues that might possibly be cause for rejection. However, when you realize that your fear of abandonment could be creating a self-fulfilling prophecy, it will be easier to handle the intense emotions that are revealed at this time.

I've been feeling super emo all day. no tenderness from the crush, no foolywang from the ex, no pop up from the regret and not even a text from the not-a-chance.
being the crazy cancer that i am, I've have a few detailed conversations with myself or better yet roll playing dialogue with myself all day. hashing out all the recent miscommunication, lack of communication and "how could u do me like that?? but i ain't mad" talks over and over again in my mind and a few out loud.
last week when my mom was visiting-i realized we have a 2 day cap on the good times. anything after that is risky. long story short we got the car towed, she thought it was the end of the world and stopped talking for the rest of the evening. so i stopped talking for the rest of her trip.
i looked at the overall situation and it all boils down to my fear of rejection and even bigger my fear of abandonment. while i thought she was behaving immaturely my "look on the bright side attitude" responded to her coldness and slid behind the ol' familiar shell of protection i usually reserve for the outside world. and day by day i felt my attitude and emotional state becoming worse and worse.
such a stupid thing totally sent me on a fall down the stairs---and guess what? i spent 80% of my off days, alone-----self fulfilling the prophecy of abandonment aka ALONE.
i did accomplish quite a bit though. got started on a few more prototypes for swag attach and mosaic tiled my dining set. BANG.
as far as the crush/new boy fixation......CRICKETS, loud CRICKETS as loud as crickets can get. don't even know if i should be having feelings let alone sharing them. he might get scared.
no thx.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

one of my fav songs

u may want to scroll down and shut off kool and the gang first--cuz this is a good one.

whose child is this?

hello? hi.

Friday, October 9, 2009

dear miss vera wang,

i'm making my own bstar version of this. i hope u don't mind. bye.

thinking of a master plan

understated lux

stink pink gators--my detroit players.
pharell is showing off with this croc hoodie.
i luv what it says: i even sweat in lux. BANG!
these will retail at an average of 35 grand. so i wont be having one but im sure ur local d-boy back in detroit will be rockin one as soon as possible.

how did i miss this?

louboutin made these and i missed that entire movement. wonder what i was doing/obsessing over in April????

Thursday, October 8, 2009

bottle caps and studs!!!

i love this. so creative, so genius.--scott wilson

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

givenchy s/s 2010

don't go for second best, baby.

chrishabana & a.ok

put ur love to the test. and PAY HOMAGE!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

prune--i said!

rihanna and lagerfeld-pruning for dear life. they can see right thru me---i know it.
upside down u turn me.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Charles du Bos
Love does not care to define and is never in a hurry to do so.

so basically.......

i need these items above. end of story. u already know the date for christmas.

GUYS: no need for street lights

these bring me to the yard.

blame Ralph lauren for my sudden urge for a sincere PDA if ur wearing these.
whispering: come here, omg ur boots, oops, sorry, but i luv u.

its all about the eyes

found something that made me smile via a friend on twitter! luv it!

so whatchu trying to say?????

Your fascination with the finer things in life could be holding you back right now. Are you devoting too much time and money to looking good but ignoring your poor emotional and physical being? Pare down your list of necessities and skip a few indulgences today. Get back to thinking about the things that really matter. Figuring out which of the latest gadgets you want to buy is fine, but it's not going to bring you the happiness or fulfillment you seek.

-my cancer horoscope 365 days a year.....
so basically i'm too fat to wear my new treasures and seeking out new tenderness. i need to get my life together and stop worrying about foolywang and gobbledygoop. gotta make a list and stick to it. get into that! i guess they told me.

hold up! they didnt just call me a shallow gold digger-did they?????